Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Toast & Tea: Planning at Mandy's
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
De La Warr Pavilion in Bexhill-On-Sea

'I don't want to be inside the gallery but out there where the people are'
Saturday, 19 September 2009
Wandering around Dover
Friday, 18 September 2009
Planning: Making maps
Armed with tin felt tips and a large sheet of paper Joanna and I mapped the course of the project. By clearing the 'fog' a route for mediation appeared through, in and between, DAD, the artists, the installation and the public. Joanna would also like Charlotte and I to share learning experiences, possibly leading to an interesting base for a report. Hope i wont let any of them down but at the same time, i need to remain aware that an eagerness to please the artists or DAD, if i am to be ruled by it, can be counter-productive to the mediation process!
Thought about arts organizations and the small but often ingrained ‘not for you’ messages. Talked over the reticence, and objections of some areas of the Dover community to previous work. Perhaps this isn’t a negative, at least they are engaged, it is an emotional response, one that can be built upon. I talked about my feelings when faced with artwork that i don't 'get' immediately and subsequent defense mechanisms. Joanna and i both mulled over the tagging of artists as 'mad' and removed from 'normal' life and concerns of the public. Possibly mediation can de-mystify the artist and her work by suggesting points of access and a basis for reflection for the public to connect the ideas of contemporary art to the concerns of contemporary living, their life. I see mediating as orchestrating creative encounters with the work that are mentally and/or physically engaging. I feel responsibility to nurture a fluid and democratic environment where ALL, regardless of academic points of reference, feel able to reflect, to explore, to question and express their well-founded and valued opinion drawn from their diverse experiences.
Understanding my role as perhaps ‘context rather than a content provider’ perhaps is a tentative step towards remedying the alienation of the public to the artwork.
Process base workshops?
I NEED TO GET MORE PRAGMATIC IN THE PLANNING AND IMPLEMENTING OF THESE STRATERGIES NOW, start to make community contacts, make contact with local press to encourage debate and get people talking about art. Also think about accompanied visits and workshop invitations.
Saturday, 12 September 2009
Exhibition opens in St Omer.

It’s been to long since I have been to France considering my proximity to it! It never ceases to amaze me that with great ease we can reach ‘over there’ a new country. A childlike anticipation in remembering mothers voice, fancy going over the ‘other side’. Revisited the rituals of waving goodbye as the place I call home disappears and the feelings on arrival in Calais. I still did this in my head. I wonder if anyone else does this and why, when we spend so long looking out from the cliffs do we also look back, in both directions is there a shared sense of desire to move and stay still, to Look Left Look Right Look Left again? Recall of these sensations I felt as a child from Dover, where the ‘other side’ always had some presence or closeness but always foreign and distant.

Seduced by the charm of St Omer.
Meet Charlotte the UK mediator. I was interested in how she would approach the public, She talked about the welcome process not being intrusive,how some may want to talk and some not.

There was no explanation, no forced interpretation her approach was to offer stimulus for the imagination,and keys for contemplation and reflection allowing me space to consider and develop my own individual feelings. We talked about shadows, movement and stillness, net curtains, train-station as a site for the exhibition.

I was pleasantly surprised by the visceral reaction i had to Pierres installation and was encouraged to go with it, which was very revealing of my personal baggage.

I loved the discovery of Sharon's installation, hidden in a forgotten part of the train station. The site and all its comings and goings and the work that inverted seemed to reveal more and more of its self of the time i was there.


Edda instigated playtime;childhood games immediately eased the Anglo-French gap. I may not speak french but defiantly know how to play!
Back home with a boot of smelly cheese, artichokes and all manner of lovely french imports.
Friday, 11 September 2009
Old habits die hard..
Thinking about the opening tomorrow and old anxiety habits have set in. Will I be good enough, will I understand, what if I don’t “get it”, will I sound like a stupid rambling idiot, will they regret employing me, is my visual arts language to basic, but I don’t speak French, what do artists wear? Arghhh help help help. STOP. BREATH. LOOK. LISTEN. and LEARN. it is bewildering to me that even after four years of study i am still effected by these inhibiting thought patterns regarding involvement in contemporary arts. Perhaps this is worth remembering.